I think it's been two months since I've been here.

It's been a ride, folks. In the last two months my life has changed....drastically. Not for worse and not for better, but just everyday things that people deal with.

I don't even know where to begin.Maybe another day, another blog- I'll go into it all then.

Ian is deployed again. I'm going to school full-time and working a day or two a week at sears. I think i'm going to resign. It's really not worth it anymore, I'm only hanging on to the people have treated me good there...and honestly- i can keep in touch with them on the outside if need be.

A few of you know about my past diagnosis with bipolar disorder. Well, a few years back, when I met Ian, I stopped all of my medication cold turkey. I was doing fine until a few months ago when I could feel my moods becoming more intense and I was becoming very unstable. I may be stubborn but I'm not irresponsible. So I went and saw a doctor and I am on medication again. I was very nervous and still am...I haven't noticed a difference yet, but the doc said it could take a while.

*fingers crossed*

Speaking of school...It's not as bad as I thought. Except for the math, I like my other classes alright. I was worried about fitting in and meeting people (sounds familiar, huh? hint: high school) but I'm doing good. I've met some great people, and a girl I met and I are thinking about starting a local sorority for the school. That would look great on a resume.

I changed my major. AGAIN. I know. This time it's Information Technology- Entrepeneurship.

Ok, so it's totally different then what I was going for....but I don't think I'm cut out for anything in the medical field at all.

Oh yeah. I cut my hair. It was a while ago, but I figured I'd mention it to those of you who didn't know. PS. Totally hate it. I wish I had my long hair SO bad right now. Ah well. It is what it is, right?

So it's nearly 1am....i'm going to hit the sack and catch up with y'all later.

-Gen

Labels: bipolar, life, school, short hair

It's been awhile since I've blogged last. And posted. This is such a good outlet for me but at the same time, I've found myself writing pages upon pages then when it comes to posting...I just delete it.

I guess just getting it out on "paper" is good enough for me.

How have y'all been? Me, not too shabby.

School starts April 1st and for the first time the kids will be going to a full-time sitter. Fun stuff. Let me tell ya.

My mood has changed some. I went from...let's say a little bit moody to very forgiving in the last month. Lol. I've realized that no matter how much you try to be the nice person or help that there are "takers" in this world that will keep on taking until you have nothing to give.....and after that, they become bitter. I was listening to John Tesh on the radio, love that show btw, and he was saying something about letting people go who have no positive impactt on your life and forgiving them, that it would make me feel better. And surprisingly enough, it really does.

Have a great week guys.

Ps. Thinking about getting back on myspace....since I haven't been udpating as much as I would like to on here and am about to start school. 5 days a week- cringe-

Phew.

What a busy few weeks!

How are y'all doing? I'm doing pretty grand. Work has been great, getting back into study mode (or trying, lol) I just feel like everything is finally coming together for the better. Ian's business is taking off, we have a few more trips planned. Paying off debt ALOT faster than I thought. Life is good.

I'm really excited about planning the kid's party this year. They are having a combined Bday since their birthdays are so close but it will be their first "real" party. I think i might hire a bouncy palace and everything. You are all invited of course!

Ummm....I've been going out to see alot of movies lately. One of my favorites it "Why did I get married?" It is super funny and really touching. Ooh, "The Eye" is pretty good too if you're looking for something jumpy.

I've been continuing on my weight loss better than i thought. My friend and I have been watching "The biggest loser" show everyweek w hen I get home from work and it's really inspirational. I can't wait to go on that trip with you girls!

So what's up with all this election crap? My main dude isn't doing so good. Ugh. Obama & Hillary. Someone needs to knock them upside the head. Seriously.

Anywho....Going to Florida this sunday with some friends for a few days. Death by Chocolate here we come! yummy!

Well guys, I've rambled on long enough! Hope you all have an awesome week!

-Gen

Mr. Woodcock: I don't do 'Sorry'.

John Farley: What?

Mr. Woodcock: Sorry is for criminals and screw-ups... and I'm neither one.


Hahahaha. Loved it.

Labels: awesome quotes, Mr. Woocock

Happy Valentine's Day!

Go and stuff yourselves with chocolate!

^.^

Labels: chocolate, v-day

Awesome!

Hey guys. I know it's been awhile since I've updated, but I'm still alive.

I've been working more hours, started dieting...(again) and have just been totally cleaning and reorganizing my house (it's a neverending project!).

Phew.

I got a tanning bed package last week so I've been trying to get evened out before I go to PC! Woo-hoo! Death by Chocolate here I come! I miss it there. Sometimes I wish we would get stationed at Tyndall...like tomorrow. *sigh*

Georgia's been good to me though, I can't complain.

Anyhow. Any plans for V-day? Keepin' low key here. Probably get a sitter, hang out and that's about it.

Oh man, Ian made the best hamburgers tonight....goodness.

I'm just randomly blabbing here, don't mind me.....

Let's see....My floors need to be steam cleaned like crazy and my steamer is broken. What's new.

I just can't wait till payday :)

Have a goodnight.

Since I've gotten back from PC, I've had to get into the re-groove of my diet....Doing pretty good, I've lost 2 lbs since I've gotten back.

Here's sucky part. I feel like my boobs are deflating. Or shrinking. I know it's because of the weight loss, but I've never been under a D in my life. Those of you who have breasfed know that once you've done that, your boobs lose most of thier shape anyways and lay flat. So now....flat shrinking boobs. I'm not sure how I feel about this.

I'm proud because I know I'm losing weight, but at the same time...it sucks.

But hey, at least I'm closer to getting my boobie job and tummy tuck.

Anyone want to go to Victoria's Secret and cheer me on, lol?

*sigh* I just had to vent.

Labels: plastic surgery now, shrinking boobs, Victorias secret