It's been a ride, folks. In the last two months my life has changed....drastically. Not for worse and not for better, but just everyday things that people deal with.
I don't even know where to begin.Maybe another day, another blog- I'll go into it all then.
Ian is deployed again. I'm going to school full-time and working a day or two a week at sears. I think i'm going to resign. It's really not worth it anymore, I'm only hanging on to the people have treated me good there...and honestly- i can keep in touch with them on the outside if need be.
A few of you know about my past diagnosis with bipolar disorder. Well, a few years back, when I met Ian, I stopped all of my medication cold turkey. I was doing fine until a few months ago when I could feel my moods becoming more intense and I was becoming very unstable. I may be stubborn but I'm not irresponsible. So I went and saw a doctor and I am on medication again. I was very nervous and still am...I haven't noticed a difference yet, but the doc said it could take a while.
*fingers crossed*
Speaking of school...It's not as bad as I thought. Except for the math, I like my other classes alright. I was worried about fitting in and meeting people (sounds familiar, huh? hint: high school) but I'm doing good. I've met some great people, and a girl I met and I are thinking about starting a local sorority for the school. That would look great on a resume.
I changed my major. AGAIN. I know. This time it's Information Technology- Entrepeneurship.
Ok, so it's totally different then what I was going for....but I don't think I'm cut out for anything in the medical field at all.
Oh yeah. I cut my hair. It was a while ago, but I figured I'd mention it to those of you who didn't know. PS. Totally hate it. I wish I had my long hair SO bad right now. Ah well. It is what it is, right?
So it's nearly 1am....i'm going to hit the sack and catch up with y'all later.
-Gen
Labels: bipolar, life, school, short hair
